-Could you introduce yourself please?

-I am an ordinary person. I cannot think that I have some exceptional qualities.

 

-Let us ask your profession. Are you an author?

-I am a simple native. Anyone who is given a special column in a newspaper or a periodical and who writes continuously in that place is named as a researcher&writer.

‘’Research’’ must be a very deep work covering many areas.

In addition to this, the researcher has to publish a thesis, or a book. Such an academic title would be a luxury for me. If we can take into consideration these facts, then I can add the following points:-

In my writings I do not like a style full of anecdotes.

My objective is to create  a whole by bringing together the old and the new.

 

-Well; then Mr. Ahmet or Mr.Mehmet is named as a writer too. What can you say for this?

-I must first of all  say the following:-

 Unfortunately, I do not have a nobility in my family that comes through the genes.

In addition to this I did not have the chance to fight with the dominant cultural values as some individuals had when they were still a child. Therefore, I am spending tremendous effort for making advancements in  the art of writing.

My problem and concern is only with myself  and not with someone else.

This is my duty. This  is the objective for which I have been created.

I cannot know what Mr. Mehmet is writing. However, what is written by Ahmet is in my opinion tiny pieces from Allah’ science.  Transferring these tiny pieces to others makes me happy. In short, it is like the story telling about the rabbit’s water’s water…

 

_Even if it is given by means of  deception?

-Don’t you think that every action performed imitatively is some kind of a deception?

Even the prayers have a mechanical aspect.  The one who does not return the trust back to its owner, in which state of mind  do you think  he lives?  Isn’t this condition accepted as the greatest sin? Can you establish a  connection between these? 

We must carefully watch how the concepts are accepted by the individuals in the true sense.

 

-Do you like your essays?

As I have mentioned before, please be sure that I do not call them as real essays. However, if there are people who say that they like them, then there is nothing I can do.  I do not have the skill to make researches  of a large scale.  I  do not have a variety of concepts.  I hope that in time I would be able to make a better arrangement in my writings. In my opinion, being an author is to reflect the inventive, creative quality onto the readers.

I can frankly say that I find myself poor  in comparison to this definiton.  Well, to state it more openly I do not think that I am at a satisfactory level.

 

-Is it correct that  you have a dominating, dictative attitude towards other people?

-I cannot say that I am being   selfless,  if I say that  I usually think about a person more than he does for himself  and arrange my behaviour towards that person accordingly.  At first sight, this behaviour of mine  gives the individual the impression of  being dominated.  I have given up this habit, because I have been criticised very much about this.

-Do you like gossip?

_In the general sense, gossip gives me physiological pain.  I do not know whether it is necessary for me  to repeat that it is very harmful from the mystical point too.  However, if the gossip is about science, then I love it and do  everything  that I can to inform other people about it.

-To what extent are you interested in sports?

-I can realise the act of  reading(feeling, sensing & understanding) best at the football matches.  Therefore, I follow them closely.  My favourite team is Fenerbahçe, but I adore Galatasaray.  You can say ‘’This is a wrong mentality! What kind of a thought system is this?’’.  Then  my answer would be ‘’My life is not built on  emotions!...’’

I do not have the habit of  making  the truth glitter  and  criticise badly what has been wrong.

The owner of my innate constitution has molded me to have a free conscience and has labeled this quality with the asset of telling the truth.

-What do you like most?

-To love my enemy and to make up a whole with the person whom I appreciate and like.

-Do you mean the sexual aspect?

-Getting involved in such a  relation is not my type... What I want to say is the ability to create the  whole in the mind…  This has nothing to do with the physical body.

It cannot be explained in words, it can only be experienced and lived.

-Whom do you like most?

-I like those who leave marks..  Starting with Hz.Rasul of Allah (I am using the word ‘like’  only for the purpose of explanation, otherwise I do not dare to be so emotional so as to like him), Ahmed Hulusi, Stephan Hawking, Einstein, Isaac Newton, Muhittin-I Arabi (Hz.), the writer Çetin Altan, Abdulkerim Ceyli (Hz.), Abdülkadir Geylani (Hz.), the singer Tarkan, Omar Hayyam, Yunus Emre, Ernest Hemingway, Dostoyevski and  many others that I cannot think of now…

This is quite a complex picture, but these are my favourites…

-From which point do you look at life?

-I think, the most logical way of thinking would be to make an objective reflection of a concept  onto the individuals instead of  analysing their  characters, and concentrating on the complicated  psychological problems and finding solutions for them.

I have been witnessing very strange behaviour since some time .  Some of the humans,( an important majority) have stopped enjoying life and  instead of this they have started to indulge in gossip and deal with the other s.

I wish them all the good. However, I can say that I am not  sharing their opinions.

-What do you think about the Millennium?

-We must not think of  the Millennium only as an obsession and a strong desire.

The Millennium is the observation of  the activities pertaining  to the brain at a higher technological level.

Those who can get adapted  and keep in pace with it would reap the fruits from the dimension of science/the thought processes.

-What do you think of  sainthood?

-I can frankly say that it is my ideal.  The basis, the essence  of  this position is the art of  perceiving. However, my considerably old age is a negative factor for making advancements to attain this position. Of course, I am not in a position to say  ‘’I hope the next time’’ (because there is no next time).

-What is the  message that  you want to deliver in your essays? 

 -In the indivuals who have been unable to criticise their wants enough, we can see that there is violance.  All these violent actions are an obstacle for being mature.

The human beings should know how to stop at a certain limit whatever actions they face.  The relations between the humans should never look like a ‘’dog fight’’.  Also, as a result of the education and experiences we develop the abilities such as ‘’living alone and being self sufficient’’.  At the same time we should resemble our life to a team race and think of  passing over the flag from one person to the next one..

-What about the taboos?

-It is necessary to go beyond the taboos in order to fly, to have wings and to feel lighter.  You start as if  you are everything, but in the end you should accept the fact that you are  nothing . However, if you are  preferring to be a cheap hero, then the situation would be different.

-Do you mean that you are nothing?

 -I can never be that!…

-What do you fear?

-I fear what comes to me .

-Have you ever experienced this?

-The human being should expect everything to come at  any instant.

-Does it help?

-If you do not react, then it brings enlargement and helps one to live and practice the manners of  Allah.

-What is your  opinion on Oneness of Existence?

-Please, leave it.

 

We thanked him.

When the questions were finished he was no longer there.

Ahmet F. Yuksel
London - February 5th 2000

 


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