| -Could
          you introduce yourself please?
          
           -I
          am an ordinary person. I cannot think that I have some exceptional
          qualities.
          
            
          
           -Let
          us ask your profession. Are you an author?
          
           -I
          am a simple native. Anyone who is given a special column in a
          newspaper or a periodical and who writes continuously in that place is
          named as a researcher&writer. ‘’Research’’
          must be a very deep work covering many areas.
          
           In
          addition to this, the researcher has to publish a thesis, or a book.
          Such an academic title would be a luxury for me. If we can take into
          consideration these facts, then I can add the following points:-
          
           In
          my writings I do not like a style full of anecdotes.
          
           My
          objective is to create  a
          whole by bringing together the old and the new.
          
            
          
           -Well;
          then Mr. Ahmet or Mr.Mehmet is named as a writer too. What can you say
          for this?
          
           -I
          must first of all  say the
          following:-  Unfortunately, I do not have a nobility in my family that
          comes through the genes. In
          addition to this I did not have the chance to fight with the dominant
          cultural values as some individuals had when they were still a child.
          Therefore, I am spending tremendous effort for making advancements in 
          the art of writing.
          
           My
          problem and concern is only with myself 
          and not with someone else.
          
           This
          is my duty. This  is the
          objective for which I have been created.
          
           I
          cannot know what Mr. Mehmet is writing. However, what is written by
          Ahmet is in my opinion tiny pieces from Allah’ science. 
          Transferring these tiny pieces to others makes me happy. In
          short, it is like the story telling about the rabbit’s water’s
          water…
          
            
          
           _Even
          if it is given by means of  deception?
          
           -Don’t
          you think that every action performed imitatively is some kind of a
          deception?
          
           Even
          the prayers have a mechanical aspect. 
          The one who does not return the trust back to its owner, in
          which state of mind  do
          you think  he lives?  Isn’t
          this condition accepted as the greatest sin? Can you establish a 
          connection between these? 
          
          
           We
          must carefully watch how the concepts are accepted by the individuals
          in the true sense.
          
            
          
           -Do
          you like your essays?
          
           As
          I have mentioned before, please be sure that I do not call them as
          real essays. However, if there are people who say that they like them,
          then there is nothing I can do.  I
          do not have the skill to make researches 
          of a large scale.  I  do not have a
          variety of concepts.  I
          hope that in time I would be able to make a better arrangement in my
          writings. In my opinion, being an author is to reflect the inventive,
          creative quality onto the readers.
          
           I
          can frankly say that I find myself poor 
          in comparison to this definiton. 
          Well, to state it more openly I do not think that I am at a
          satisfactory level.
          
            
          
           -Is
          it correct that  you have
          a dominating, dictative attitude towards other people?
          
           -I
          cannot say that I am being  
          selfless,  if I say
          that  I usually think
          about a person more than he does for himself 
          and arrange my behaviour towards that person accordingly. 
          At first sight, this behaviour of mine 
          gives the individual the impression of 
          being dominated.  I
          have given up this habit, because I have been criticised very much
          about this.
          
          
          
           -Do
          you like gossip?
          
           _In
          the general sense, gossip gives me physiological pain. 
          I do not know whether it is necessary for me 
          to repeat that it is very harmful from the mystical point too. 
          However, if the gossip is about science, then I love it and do 
          everything  that I
          can to inform other people about it.
          
          
          
           -To
          what extent are you interested in sports?
          
           -I
          can realise the act of  reading(feeling,
          sensing & understanding) best at the football matches. 
          Therefore, I follow them closely. 
          My favourite team is Fenerbahçe, but I adore Galatasaray. 
          You can say ‘’This is a wrong mentality! What kind of a
          thought system is this?’’.  Then 
          my answer would be ‘’My life is not built on 
          emotions!...’’ I
          do not have the habit of  making  the truth glitter  and 
          criticise badly what has been wrong.
          
           The
          owner of my innate constitution has molded me to have a free
          conscience and has labeled this quality with the asset of telling the
          truth.
          
          
          
           -What
          do you like most?
          
           -To
          love my enemy and to make up a whole with the person whom I appreciate
          and like.
          
           -Do
          you mean the sexual aspect?
          
           -Getting
          involved in such a  relation
          is not my type... What I want to say is the ability to create the 
          whole in the mind…  This
          has nothing to do with the physical body.
          
           It
          cannot be explained in words, it can only be experienced and lived.
          
          
          
           -Whom
          do you like most?
          
           -I
          like those who leave marks..  Starting
          with Hz.Rasul of Allah (I am using the word ‘like’ 
          only for the purpose of explanation, otherwise I do not dare to
          be so emotional so as to like him), Ahmed Hulusi, Stephan Hawking,
          Einstein, Isaac Newton, Muhittin-I Arabi (Hz.), the writer Çetin
          Altan, Abdulkerim Ceyli (Hz.), Abdülkadir Geylani (Hz.), the singer
          Tarkan, Omar Hayyam, Yunus Emre, Ernest Hemingway, Dostoyevski and 
          many others that I cannot think of now…
          
           This
          is quite a complex picture, but these are my favourites…
          
          
          
           -From
          which point do you look at life?
          
           -I
          think, the most logical way of thinking would be to make an objective
          reflection of a concept  onto
          the individuals instead of  analysing
          their  characters, and concentrating on the complicated 
          psychological problems and finding solutions for them.
          
           I
          have been witnessing very strange behaviour since some time . 
          Some of the humans,( an important majority) have stopped
          enjoying life and  instead
          of this they have started to indulge in gossip and deal with the other
          s.
          
           I
          wish them all the good. However, I can say that I am not 
          sharing their opinions.
          
          
          
           -What
          do you think about the Millennium?
          
           -We
          must not think of  the
          Millennium only as an obsession and a strong desire.
          
           The
          Millennium is the observation of 
          the activities pertaining 
          to the brain at a higher technological level.
          
           Those
          who can get adapted  and
          keep in pace with it would reap the fruits from the dimension of
          science/the thought processes.
          
          
          
           -What
          do you think of  sainthood?
          
           -I
          can frankly say that it is my ideal. 
          The basis, the essence  of 
          this position is the art of 
          perceiving. However, my considerably old age is a negative
          factor for making advancements to attain this position. Of course, I
          am not in a position to say  ‘’I
          hope the next time’’ (because there is no next time).
          
          
          
           -What
          is the  message that 
          you want to deliver in your essays? 
          
          
            -In
          the indivuals who have been unable to criticise their wants enough, we
          can see that there is violance.  All
          these violent actions are an obstacle for being mature.
          
           The
          human beings should know how to stop at a certain limit whatever
          actions they face.  The
          relations between the humans should never look like a ‘’dog
          fight’’.  Also, as a
          result of the education and experiences we develop the abilities such
          as ‘’living alone and being self sufficient’’. 
          At the same time we should resemble our life to a team race and
          think of  passing over the
          flag from one person to the next one..
          
          
          
           -What
          about the taboos?
          
           -It
          is necessary to go beyond the taboos in order to fly, to have wings
          and to feel lighter.  You
          start as if  you are everything, but in the end you should accept the fact
          that you are  nothing .
          However, if you are  preferring
          to be a cheap hero, then the situation would be different.
          
          
          
           -Do
          you mean that you are nothing?
          
            -I
          can never be that!…
          
          
          
           -What
          do you fear?
          
           -I
          fear what comes to me .
          
          
          
           -Have
          you ever experienced this?
          
           -The
          human being should expect everything to come at 
          any instant.
          
          
          
           -Does
          it help?
          
           -If
          you do not react, then it brings enlargement and helps one to live and
          practice the manners of  Allah.
          
           -What
          is your  opinion on
          Oneness of Existence?
          
           -Please,
          leave it.
          
            
          
           We
          thanked him.
          
           When
          the questions were finished he was no longer there.
           Ahmet
          F. YukselLondon - February 5th 2000
   
      
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